So my mama left yesterday after a very brief vacay in Manila. I am still trying to get over my sadness of her leaving. I guess being so far away from them will always remind me from time to time how much I miss them and miss out on so many things. 

The last three weeks made me regress to my younger self, being cooked for and taken care of. 

I miss those times and its not even 48 hours since my mom left--- and I miss her even more.

I love you, Mama. I hope you had a great vacay. Counting the days until I can be with you again. 

See you soon, Lola