I don't want to struggle anymore for something that should naturally be yours. And I don't want S. and H. to be struggling as well someday. You must know by now, how I am. Maybe someday, when all involved are put in their proper places, you can come back to me and claim it as yours.
But for now, I don't want to wait.
You can't say I'm in charge when I don't even know what's going on and nobody's going to bother telling me what. I hate being the last to know in the going-ons of something that we're "suppousedly" in-charge of.
You can't be in charge when all you do is just "prettify."
*As long you are not stepping up to your natural position, nobody's going to give it to you. As a perfectionist and a go-getter, I get frustrated with dawdling and irresolute. But bear this in mind...I'll make sure S. and H. step up to that position you never really took the effort to take. You should know by now I'm very territorial. I choose my battles carefully because I don't like going down without a good fight.
For now, I'm going to where I really belong. Somewhere I don't have to struggle and always wonder where I stand...
And frankly, I can't stand pinoy shows. I don't really get the humor...
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